another cluster

I will go see my Doctor again this afternoon, having had yet another cluster on Friday night. Yay. I am relatively confident he will raise the Depakote, and that will put me to 2400mg of Trileptal and 2000 of Depakote. I feel like a pill popping junkie. Every morning I am throwing down a mouthful of pills that my fiance is always worried I will choke on (primarily because she struggles to swallow one pill, whereas I can down about 15 at once).